I am at the end of this road. Nearly the end of this road. The road which has brought me to pass one of my best times in my life. The road which I wish I would never leave.
Now I'm facing this intersection. This intersection. I've ever passed something like this before. Three years ago. And six years ago.
To be honest, it wasn't as hard as now. All I saw in that moment was just a straight way. I was highly sure I would go that way. Thank God, in fact I did. Without any doubt. Without any thoughts. Without any extra work. I just easily walked over the old road, passed the intersection without turning my head into the other ways, walked straightly to the next straight street.
But it isn't as easy as it was. I have to re-think over and over again, to consider many aspects (sallary, employment prospect, the period, and of course my own passion), and to be realistic. I must getting the maximum capabilty of me. How this road would be ended depends on this phase. How I make myself worth the best way.
I hate this feeling of being under the pressure. Those exam, those papers and those tasks, how could I solve that? I wish I never leave this road. But I have to face the reality. I have to pass this road.
I hope the next road will be the best road in my life. The road where I can find the best people living up their dream. Other people who walk the same way as I do. The same way to see this life. I don't expect all of them will be like that. I just hope 'some'. I hope the people whom I knew from the previous roads will not be the people I used to know. I hope everything will be better.
But I don't even know which road I would take. Where the best road is.
