Being a Senior : Leaving Those Absurd Memories

Yeah, being thousands miles from home give me more time to re-think about what I have done and what I haven't. I just thought that it must be better if I won the chemistry olympiad. It must be better if I've got more diligent in working the tasks. It must be better if I got the most outstanding degree. It must be better if I could mind my words. It must be better if I'm not hurting someone's heart. It must be better if blablablablabla. Yeah, blablablablabla. And blablablablabla.



But when I think about it once again, I realized that if it wasn't like how it was, it was and it is NOT my life. I meant, if I wasn't weird, yeah, just used that word, probably I couldn't got many friend like now. Maybe, if I just studying all day long, there's a possibility that I'll get mad. And maybe, if I didn't make mistake, I don't know how the mistake effects the things. Yeah, everything has a reason to happened.


Being with X.Euro gives me all those thing that matured me, whether it's hurt. And although we had mocking each other, being unsolid, and didn't care enough of each other, it is still had the good side. There, I knew that everyone must has two side in his/her personality. And we can't deny it. We just can understanding it and act as it should be. Yeah, there's nothing right, there's nothing wrong, there's just different.


Ramadhan have come. Now, for all my mistake, it's time for saying :