Well, I definitely know it's too late to tell you guys about this. Since I got this news a month ago, I cannot keep myself from thinking about my future, and another important thing : "What I really want to be when I grow up?" This three days, after finishing those exams that are going to kill me, I've been searching for the colleges that I really fit in. But at least, I have something to hold on :
"I DO PASSED THE TEST OF GETTING SCHOLARSHIP IN PRESIDENT UNIVERSITY AS INTERNATIONAL RELATIONS STUDENT!"
I am absolutely happy about this, but this is where the nightmare happens.
I've joined the psychological test about 'minat dan bakat' in my school. Since I don't know what I want to be in future, I decided to join this test in order to capture what I really am, and what talent does I have in myself. Well, I wrote all the major that interest me, including international relations. After doing all the test and waiting for a week, the result came out and it said I am not suitable to be an International Relations student. It even suggest me to join medical faculty, which is also my interest since my mom is a doctor. Seeing my mom doing all her works and we even have a microscope right by my side now on, that little wish comes across my mind, but I don't really love it. Some people might say being a doctor is a pleasure way to become rich. IT'S ALL BULLSHIT. Bullshit I hate the most. My family are not even rich.
Shit, I've been going out of topic. Let's go back to it.
Well, because of the result, I decided to meet the psychologist itself to make sure about all the things. She said, I'm the type of person who is creative, but I cannot control my own emotion. Yeah, that's definitely true. So, she doesn't recommend me to join the International Relations.
And now, I get the scholarship in International Relations. Oh my God, I even don't know what to feel. Should I do the test of med faculty? Or I just have to join International Relations?
I don't know.
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