People start to say 'Congrats!' 'Selamat' 'Waaw hebat' and such a thing.
But they don't know.
I'm crying inside.
I'm dying inside.
For not being in the place I want.

I'm just a kid. A kid who is rarely asking for things.
When other kids want the newest trendy stuff, I keep myself in silence, trying to be thankful that I have this unfavorite phone.
When others were happy by being with boy/girl-friend, I locked the door and burried myself in books, was trying to get good grades.

I never ask many things.
I just ask few.
And it is so sad.
To reveal the truth that,
My few little wishes,
Can not become true.
Although,
I'm just asking this one.
The truth hurts me horribly.

Call me greedy,
but I'm not happy for this one.
Because you have no idea,
how sad it is,
to be disappointed
in this point.