Ha ha ha.
Laughing
The only thing I can do right now.
The only thing that seems right.
Seeing those time had passed.
Seeing someone else did the thing I was supposed to.


A little regret comes across my mind
Why didn't I try harder?
Why didn't I push it a little more?
Why didn't I go a little further?
Why didn't I make it happen right away?
Why didn't I change myself to be something I was not to chase it?
Why didn't I do something wrong to get it?


Why didn't I get it?


In the middle of the lonely night,
I bowed my head.
Cried in the deep lonely night,
That witnessed my remorse.
I raised my hand.
Asking the best for me,
What I am supposed to be,
Where I am supposed to be,
When the good thing will comes.


I stopped my crying.
I thanked God for all it takes to make me becoming here
I thanked God for a life that I got.
I prayed for myself and family to make us become the lucky one.


Suddenly I heard something.
The peaceful voice appears unexpectedly.
The voice that calm me down.
It said, "Don't worry. I have something better for you in store."