Senin, 08 Desember 2014

One of the Dream is becoming true : Masuk HUBUNGAN INTERNASIONAL

It's been like a decade I didn't post anything here. Gosh, this blog is dusty -_-

Well, I definitely know it's too late to tell you guys about this. Since I got this news a month ago, I cannot  keep myself from thinking about my future, and another important thing : "What I really want to be when I grow up?" This three days, after finishing those exams that are going to kill me, I've been searching for the colleges that I really fit in. But at least, I have something to hold on :


"I DO PASSED THE TEST OF GETTING SCHOLARSHIP IN PRESIDENT UNIVERSITY AS INTERNATIONAL RELATIONS STUDENT!"


The whole letter


I am absolutely happy about this, but this is where the nightmare happens.


I've joined the psychological test about 'minat dan bakat' in my school. Since I don't know what I want to be in future, I decided to join this test in order to capture what I really am, and what talent does I have in myself. Well, I wrote all the major that interest me, including international relations. After doing all the test and waiting for a week, the result came out and it said I am not suitable to be an International Relations student. It even suggest me to join medical faculty, which is also my interest since my mom is a doctor. Seeing my mom doing all her works and we even have a microscope right by my side now on, that little wish comes across my mind, but I don't really love it. Some people might say being a doctor is a pleasure way to become rich. IT'S ALL BULLSHIT. Bullshit I hate the most. My family are not even rich.

Shit, I've been going out of topic. Let's go back to it.

Well, because of the result, I decided to meet the psychologist itself to make sure about all the things. She said, I'm the type of person who is creative, but I cannot control my own emotion. Yeah, that's definitely true. So, she doesn't recommend me to join the International Relations.

And now, I get the scholarship in International Relations. Oh my God, I even don't know what to feel. Should I do the test of med faculty? Or I just have to join International Relations?



I don't know.

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